Well as I said yesterday it was weigh in last night. I had a mixture of excitement and being nervous.
My daughter went first and she lost an amazing 5 1/2lbs well done my darling Then I stepped up, and lost a measly 3 1/2. now I know people are probably saying thats really good, but I was so disappointed, yep and I cried, I felt a right twat.
But having thought about it, I may be due on (if I still had periods) because I've been very emotional this week.
My Mark cooked me steak and chips when I got in last night....I am allowed that so don't shout at me lol.
I felt a bit better after But today is a new day, I will carry on with the diet because I know this time next year I will be a lot lighter than I am now.
Tuesday, 28 April 2009
Monday, 27 April 2009
Eating healthy!
I didn't start slimming world on that Thursday like I said, because it would have meant me going every other week, which is no good as I need support every week. So I started last Monday.
My daughter started with me, and I have been good all week, I have eaten so much more than I usually do, but all good stuff, tons of fruit, veg, and salad. I don't hate these foods at all, in fact I prefer them, I guess I always went for the easy route when it came to eating.. ie, takeaways, lots of bread, biscuits and so on, but now I have to think about what I eat, work out what I eat, and savour it when I eat it, instead of just scoffing it.
I was a bit pee'd off last night..I am allowed 15 syns a day, and I saved all 15 so I could have a 4 finger kit kat, which is 11 syns, the first finger was all bloody chocolate, now usually that would be great lol but when dieting noooooo. I bet it added 8 more syns to the bloody thing.
Tonight is weigh in night, so keep your fingers crossed :-) I'll update later.
My daughter started with me, and I have been good all week, I have eaten so much more than I usually do, but all good stuff, tons of fruit, veg, and salad. I don't hate these foods at all, in fact I prefer them, I guess I always went for the easy route when it came to eating.. ie, takeaways, lots of bread, biscuits and so on, but now I have to think about what I eat, work out what I eat, and savour it when I eat it, instead of just scoffing it.
I was a bit pee'd off last night..I am allowed 15 syns a day, and I saved all 15 so I could have a 4 finger kit kat, which is 11 syns, the first finger was all bloody chocolate, now usually that would be great lol but when dieting noooooo. I bet it added 8 more syns to the bloody thing.
Tonight is weigh in night, so keep your fingers crossed :-) I'll update later.
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
Fat cow!
Yep thats what I am, a fat cow. Paul McKenna didn't work.
I gave up smoking and now I am putting on loads of weight, I was big to start with but now since the 28th Feb I have put on over a stone, yup 1 bloody stone, over!
I have always faught <<<(is that a word) with either dieting or giving up smoking, usually dieting won, but alas I have never been good at dieting, love my food too much, so as the years passed, I have eaten too much added with smoking too much, and as I have got older, (and not liking to admit that :-( ) It'S now got to the stage where health comes into play much more.
So the smoking went, and I have no problem with cravings, so thats all gone, finished, forgotten. Now the dieting has to come into play, I don't exercise, and eat way too much, so this week it will change, on Thursday I will join Slimming World, for the 5th or 6th time, but this time I know I can do it, If I can give up the weed in favour of health, then I can change my way of eating, and do more exercise.
On Thursday I will put my starting weight here...Gulp! And will do it out in the open, so people can read it.
I gave up smoking and now I am putting on loads of weight, I was big to start with but now since the 28th Feb I have put on over a stone, yup 1 bloody stone, over!
I have always faught <<<(is that a word) with either dieting or giving up smoking, usually dieting won, but alas I have never been good at dieting, love my food too much, so as the years passed, I have eaten too much added with smoking too much, and as I have got older, (and not liking to admit that :-( ) It'S now got to the stage where health comes into play much more.
So the smoking went, and I have no problem with cravings, so thats all gone, finished, forgotten. Now the dieting has to come into play, I don't exercise, and eat way too much, so this week it will change, on Thursday I will join Slimming World, for the 5th or 6th time, but this time I know I can do it, If I can give up the weed in favour of health, then I can change my way of eating, and do more exercise.
On Thursday I will put my starting weight here...Gulp! And will do it out in the open, so people can read it.
Even if its just one person that reads it, it will help me, I'm sure.
Wish me luck :-D xx
Monday, 6 April 2009
Blimey
Is it April already? Where does the time go?
I'm still off the ciggies, and don't even want one, not using anything to help either, damn I wish I would have been this good 30 years ago lol.
BUT and its a bloody BIG BUT. (or BUTT lol) I am eating way too much, I knew this would happen, so not too shocked about it, so I bought Paul McKenns's book and cd on How he can make me thin, doubt I will ever be 'thin' but slim would be good, slimmer than what I am anyway.
Last night I lay in bed, all alone and put on my Ipod. to listen to PM, and omg, I couldn't believe his voice, its started off normal, then slowly got lower and lower, it was amazing, and lovely to listen to, so fingers crossed its the start of a new me :) or should I say the second start :) ( adding in the non smoking of course)
Will keep you all up to date with it.
I'm still off the ciggies, and don't even want one, not using anything to help either, damn I wish I would have been this good 30 years ago lol.
BUT and its a bloody BIG BUT. (or BUTT lol) I am eating way too much, I knew this would happen, so not too shocked about it, so I bought Paul McKenns's book and cd on How he can make me thin, doubt I will ever be 'thin' but slim would be good, slimmer than what I am anyway.
Last night I lay in bed, all alone and put on my Ipod. to listen to PM, and omg, I couldn't believe his voice, its started off normal, then slowly got lower and lower, it was amazing, and lovely to listen to, so fingers crossed its the start of a new me :) or should I say the second start :) ( adding in the non smoking of course)
Will keep you all up to date with it.
Monday, 30 March 2009
Arrggghh
I work with 4 other women/girls at work, Daryl needs 2 carers at a time, I get on with 3 very well but one I don't.
Well yesterday I had a double shift with her, that was 13 and a half hours with her, and OH MY FUCKING GOD, how the hell she has survived to the age of 29 I have not got a fucking clue,I can't be the only one that she pisses off greatly, (I know she pisses off the other girls we work with). And as you know I have given up smoking... Yesterday I nearly started smoking again because of her.
ARRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Friday, 27 March 2009
I lied
But not on purpose. I asked someone if this site was good for blogs, and he said yes, so my first blog was called obviously 'My first blog here'. Thinking it was, well no it wasnt, I blogged here once last year. I sorry about that.
I'm still trying to work this place out, how to put links up etc.
Will give it another week.
I'm still trying to work this place out, how to put links up etc.
Will give it another week.
A bit of a moan.
This is my last day off before the weekend, I've been off sick, litertally. But on Saturday I'm working 9.30am till 11pm and Sunday I'm working 9.30am, till 10.30pm.
I really dont mind, as I love my job, its just the people I work with..well one in particular, I have all of Sunday with her, I'll be pulling me hair out by the end of the day lol.
I watched a programme last night Called Trophy Kids, it was awful, young kids with talent being pushed, and I mean pushed by thier parents, what idiots the parents are, one has even taken his son out of school, and wont let him play out with other kids...Abuse is what I call it.
I really dont mind, as I love my job, its just the people I work with..well one in particular, I have all of Sunday with her, I'll be pulling me hair out by the end of the day lol.
I watched a programme last night Called Trophy Kids, it was awful, young kids with talent being pushed, and I mean pushed by thier parents, what idiots the parents are, one has even taken his son out of school, and wont let him play out with other kids...Abuse is what I call it.
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