Fucked off!!

Well as I said yesterday it was weigh in last night. I had a mixture of excitement and being nervous.

My daughter went first and she lost an amazing 5 1/2lbs well done my darling Then I stepped up, and lost a measly 3 1/2. now I know people are probably saying thats really good, but I was so disappointed, yep and I cried, I felt a right twat.

But having thought about it, I may be due on (if I still had periods) because I've been very emotional this week.

My Mark cooked me steak and chips when I got in last night....I am allowed that so don't shout at me lol.

I felt a bit better after But today is a new day, I will carry on with the diet because I know this time next year I will be a lot lighter than I am now.

Eating healthy!

I didn't start slimming world on that Thursday like I said, because it would have meant me going every other week, which is no good as I need support every week. So I started last Monday.

My daughter started with me, and I have been good all week, I have eaten so much more than I usually do, but all good stuff, tons of fruit, veg, and salad. I don't hate these foods at all, in fact I prefer them, I guess I always went for the easy route when it came to eating.. ie, takeaways, lots of bread, biscuits and so on, but now I have to think about what I eat, work out what I eat, and savour it when I eat it, instead of just scoffing it.

I was a bit pee'd off last night..I am allowed 15 syns a day, and I saved all 15 so I could have a 4 finger kit kat, which is 11 syns, the first finger was all bloody chocolate, now usually that would be great lol but when dieting noooooo. I bet it added 8 more syns to the bloody thing.

Tonight is weigh in night, so keep your fingers crossed :-) I'll update later.