Blimey

Is it April already? Where does the time go?

I'm still off the ciggies, and don't even want one, not using anything to help either, damn I wish I would have been this good 30 years ago lol.

BUT and its a bloody BIG BUT. (or BUTT lol) I am eating way too much, I knew this would happen, so not too shocked about it, so I bought Paul McKenns's book and cd on How he can make me thin, doubt I will ever be 'thin' but slim would be good, slimmer than what I am anyway.

Last night I lay in bed, all alone and put on my Ipod. to listen to PM, and omg, I couldn't believe his voice, its started off normal, then slowly got lower and lower, it was amazing, and lovely to listen to, so fingers crossed its the start of a new me :) or should I say the second start :) ( adding in the non smoking of course)

Will keep you all up to date with it.

Arrggghh

I work with 4 other women/girls at work, Daryl needs 2 carers at a time, I get on with 3 very well but one I don't.

Well yesterday I had a double shift with her, that was 13 and a half hours with her, and OH MY FUCKING GOD, how the hell she has survived to the age of 29 I have not got a fucking clue,I can't be the only one that she pisses off greatly, (I know she pisses off the other girls we work with). And as you know I have given up smoking... Yesterday I nearly started smoking again because of her.

ARRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I lied

But not on purpose. I asked someone if this site was good for blogs, and he said yes, so my first blog was called obviously 'My first blog here'. Thinking it was, well no it wasnt, I blogged here once last year. I sorry about that.

I'm still trying to work this place out, how to put links up etc.

Will give it another week.

A bit of a moan.

This is my last day off before the weekend, I've been off sick, litertally. But on Saturday I'm working 9.30am till 11pm and Sunday I'm working 9.30am, till 10.30pm.

I really dont mind, as I love my job, its just the people I work with..well one in particular, I have all of Sunday with her, I'll be pulling me hair out by the end of the day lol.

I watched a programme last night Called Trophy Kids, it was awful, young kids with talent being pushed, and I mean pushed by thier parents, what idiots the parents are, one has even taken his son out of school, and wont let him play out with other kids...Abuse is what I call it.

A bit about me.

I suppose I cant just comment on tv programmes...can I? Nah there is more to me than just that...not much more, but a bit.

I am 48, though I really don't feel it inside, it shocks me to think that next year I'll be 50. OMFG 50!!!

I have a 23 year old daughter, she is beautiful and she has a wonderful personality, I am so very proud of her. She is on holiday in Benidorm at the moment.

I have a partner, his name is Mark, he is 42, yup a toyboy hehe, he has M.E (Cronic fatigue syndrome) and to be honest its get's us both down at times.

My job..I am a private carer for Daryl, he is 25, and has servere Cerebral Palsy and unless you have known him a while its hard to understand what he say's. He is the most lovely, happy, wonderful person you could meet, I am proud of him and love the fact he calls my mummy karen :-).

The Girls Next Door

I have just watched The Girls Next Door, Girls of the playboy mansion, and something one of them said at the end made me look online to see what has happened, and OMG thay have all split up.

I'm probably the last to know, but I am very shocked, and Kendra is getting married, wow.

Good luck to them all.

Watching tv

I watched the apprentice last night, they all seem a bunch of w*****s, why they would want to put themselves through that I dont know, ok maybe money and fame, but why humiliate yourself in front of millions.

Mind you I do love to watch it, Sir Alan makes me laugh, he is great. I did hear it maybe his last series, because he wants a good worker and not someone who wants fame, so why do it on tv then?

Eastenders tonight, and its beginning to get on my nerves with the Ronnie and Danielle story, as usual they drag it out for months. JUST FUCKING TELL HER!!!

Hehe.